I miss paintball. Findin myself putting on jersey and harness. Polishing mr goggle. Its kinda desperate. Yeah. I was just thinking, i dont have a marker anymore it sucks, but then i thought again, i dont have teams to play with, which will suck even if i had a marker. Then i remembered people calling me up to go training with them.....aw....this sucks.. For those of you who never played paintball, pleaseeeee.....do at least once before you die....does it hurt? NO. trust me. its scientifically explainable. A first timer will be so pumped with adrenaline, you wont feel anything. But people who has been playing for sometime, learn how to relax, so not much adrenaline=hurt bad. But honestly, by the end of the day, u'll be happy. (Endorphins) Unless you are a body model or some shit like that, u do not have to wear 2 layers of sweater for God's sake. It it ridiculous and u will be runnin up and down. Ur just going to create another Sahara inside it. So cut urself the silliness and heat......
Hand Crafted Tone Wood.
Today, i played a Taylor. So what, not mine. It was a display. But boy am i in love...yes iam. The mellow bass, the gliding mids and the ringing treble...oh how beautiful. Iam such a noob in acoustic guitar, much much more to learn, but Taylor and me, its like and extra pair of vocal chords.
So i performed 6 songs today. Originals of course. Supposed to do 5, but i get so numb on stage i just sing. There, on the homegrown stage, I saw what Malaysians real talents are like. No more "bola bola api" shits..Free to Fall and Wasted Room. Please, do check them out....it'll worth your time. Though my thought and mentality about local scene dont change, it has made me look at it from a different angle. A better one, i would say.
Dont you think it's funny? How we are all actually hypocrites? Because God never made us perfect. So we will always have weaknesses to think about, and for me, my only comfort its my fiance. Have I been saying it too loud that Iam engaged? Because i really want people to know that iam. Iam proud to belong to someone. Iam proud that, in the end of the day, i have some one to go to. Iam proud that she was it. I dont mean anything by this, but, its kinda weird to have people looking at my fiance and said no wonder iam engaged. Because, yes she is a looker. and i dont people to judge her just because she is. I know they dont mean it, its just me and my hyperactive mind and emotion. She say that all the time.
Plastic,Fabric and Steel
Looking at skate videos really makes me want to die now. Because i dont have it anymore. i lost my skates. and it sucks as hell. I skate better then I walk. so go figure. Patient, is indeed a virtue.
anyways.....why is there so much people studying.....its really scaring the shits out of me.....STOP STUDYING!!!
