No sir, I dont wanna be the blame.....

Well, well well, a blog huh? finally.

Had once but never really followed up since the ice age.

For the past weeks, i've not been sleeping every nights. Ass-ignments. Hah!

Lots and lots of it. Honestly saying, i don't really know whats going on academically in uni,

i was damn shocked that final exam is next month, cos didnt we just had our mid term? wasnt so 'mid' was it?.....

but i've got most of the assignments done, i think, and now still i cant sleep. No its not the fact that iam used to staying up all night. I really dont know what though...

For a great sense of reasons, being an English students, i think that i should write more often, open up and let my brains breath. Ive been writing songs again, inspirations drops like snow. slow. last time it was blizzards. i really dont know why, but it just does pours like rain sumtimes. and sumtimes its just as quite as a 'lonely road'.that was one of my song title back then. a great song that was.

Let me share one of the miracle that ever happened to me. When i was in NZ. everyday i had to walk to the train station, its about 10 minutes, and get on the train and then walk another 10 minutes to college. and on the way back, the same but backwards. so one winter evening, i decided to go home a bit late. cant remember why, but i did. so on my way back, walking, from the train station to my house, it was quite dark accept for the street lights. i looked up and i saw beautiful random arrangements of stars. heavy sigh.........but the street lights was blinding my sight. then i said to myself, the stars would look a hundred times better with the lights off. 3 steps after that, rite on the 3rd steps, for some reason the lights went off. i looked up again, and i was wrong It was a million times better. i smiled. that stopped me from thinking for awhile, and just be with the stars. my personal affair with the stars. (background music-jeff buckley-hallelujah)...the lights went up again, i knew the affair cudnt last forever. but it made my night.

Got a few shows coming up, the MJ tribute, the STOMP charity, the international students party and playing at homegrown@the curve. Getting all confused with the playlist, and having hard time memorizing lyrics.

Its 4 am and its raining, this is suppose to be beautiful, why dont i feel like it?

iam gonna call fiance, i miss her...