Ibanez is sick.seriously sick......=(

So heres the story, i was at the auditorium for the rehearsal for the charity thing. So there was a dude, wanting to borrow banez, so i lent it to him. after the show he put it laying on a round stool, which later cause it to fall severely. the result?? quite severe....as u guys can see, a major chip/crack.......

honestly, i wasnt really pissed off from the bottom of my heart i forgave the dude, because my faith told me to, because my culture told me to and because my parents thought me how. though really iam not angry, somehow, it ruins a part of me. i dont kno why, everything just dont feel rite anymore....the emptiness...the sakit hati. i know how to think maturely and logically, though part of me reallllly wanted to be the old me again (mcm hulk) and murder everybody, i know its not going to reverse time. besides, in the end it's just a guitar. U can only have so much connection with an item. its not like its my family or fiance or her family.its just a guitar thats been feeding my soul. it can be replace...=) (dont worry ibanez will forever be with me still)

But anyways, the old me really felt like coming out just now. no u dont wanna know my past, iam not proud of it. But i guess i can now say iam in control of myself. probably not entirely but at least this part i can control.

anyways, to whom ever this may concern, dont worry about it, next time, just be careful. no iam not mad at u guys. u guys are my friend. "in my heart, i feel u are all my brothers" i meant it when i sang today. lets all try and tolerate, maybe this world could be a better place.....

a sad peace out....=)